something personal

I take photos

aistra:

dear life, 

i am going to conquer you.

i am going to go out and make bad choices and enjoy every second of them.

i am not going to let anyone else define me.

i am going to live out the things that i’m currently writing in this paper.

i am going to be happy.

sincerely,

fuck you.

andrewharlow:

An “investigation of worn-out frying pans” - Christopher Jonassen

#photography

It’s weird because I’ve been doing what I want, and that involves smoking too much and not drinking enough and kissing too many boys and doing other things with them that, according to other people, I probably shouldn’t be doing, but I’m not happy. I mean, I’m happy sometimes. But fuck, I miss being in love and I miss holding your hand and going on dates with you and nights on my front porch and just being stupid and young and in love. I feel like that’s so far away and I was silly for thinking I loved you, but it still hurts just badly enough to know that I did. I miss it so fucking much. Not even you, necessarily, but what we had and the way I felt and how alive I was, all the time. 

I just want someone to make me feel that way again. Fuck being single, I want love

I just miss being in love

so i was going to make a post about shit that’s been going on with jake recently

then i decided it’s not even worth a post

lol

if you treat someone shitty for long enough, it’s gonna come right back to you

i guess it’s just sad that it had to happen like this

but, you know, it’s your fault, so whatever

i tried my best to be a good person

you’re the one who’s been shady to me and her this entire time

SO WHATEVER LOL

using this blog more often okay

when you realize all of your friends are members of a closed group on facebook with “family” as a part of the name and you’re the only one not included

oh

never stay up for 44 hours straight and take 3 aderall in 12 hours and take two finals and write a paper and read 100 pages and not eat anything but gum and yeah just don’t do that okay 

I AM SO DEAD WHAT AM I DOING WHY WON’T THIS GO AWAY I CAN’T FEEL MY BODY

this chapter is never going to end

ughhhh good morning, except not really


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